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Doing the day's work well: my unlikely COVID-19 renaissance.
Published Jun 25, 2020 ·
The British journal of general practice : the journal of the Royal College of General Practitioners
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Practising medicine was wearing me out. Trapped under referrals, late to collect children, a witness to patients’ unsolvable tragedies, and angered by poor funding, I had begun to question whether this was still my life’s work. Was I flogging a dead horse and holding on to capability and ideals that were no longer mine? I would fall asleep exhausted by analysis, praying for a renaissance of thought. Mine came in the most unexpected of ways. It all began with a throat tickle. The kind that one would ‘suck up’ and ignore as a junior doctor, don a scarf and get on with as a mum on the school run, grab a hot drink to get through surgery as a GP. As the day ended however, the tickle had turned into a cough. It was mid-March. COVID-19 had moved from a distant, improbable occurrence to the forefront of my mind …
COVID-19 has re-energized me, and I am now more committed to my life's work as a doctor, despite the challenges and the re-evaluation of my ideals.
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